I dont know what more can i do

YSunday, November 30, 2008

hellooos:DD
backk yea,ytd was damn fun larrhs:DD
hahahahhahs.then erm i dont know whether fifi is feeling well anot
but no matter what i want fifi to be jian jian kang kang.bai bai pang pang de.hmmms
well soon 2008 going to turnto 2009 and i find tht everyday i more and more loves baby :D
i hope that we will last till a decade;DD
i really lovee him man
TAN KAH HOE I LOVE YOU TRUCK LOAD CAN?
I WANT TO LAST FOREVER WITH YOU CAN?
MUACHHHHS!
hmmmms.i want him to be jian jian kang kang.bai bai pang pang also can?
hehehehehs
then i want my WHOLE entire FAMILY to be jian jian kang kang
cang ming bai sui can?
and lastly not forgetting my group of friend
like
alfred
darling
kaien
colin
xiao x
etc
to be very jian kang
*dont ever get yourself into trouble can*
hahahahsh.loves
and takecare and
CHU~
ADVANCED VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR

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YFriday, November 28, 2008

helloooos!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALVERT AND
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MACAL
hmmmms later meeting grandmother at northpoint
yepyeps.
hmmmms.tht all later meeting darling i think .
ltr thn post bahhhas

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YThursday, November 27, 2008

heloooos:DD
back yea.hmmmms today went shopping with mummy and dear:DD
*happy*.left fifi alone at home(:
thn went to eat at the japanese foodcourt.YUMMY
and then went to buy fifi and my cat's food .
and then went home.baby disturb me all the way.i am damn angry
reach home.rest
then at night go to the tai gou xiao shi there:DD
the san wei yu damn super nice i love it:D
aftr tht went to shop and save with mummy buy thing home
super nice larrhs today
then saw alfred at my hse dwn stairs
thn went home first
brought fifi dwn for walk walk and slack with alfred awhile
went home bath.and have durian:DDD
ouhhhs.i love today damn much man:DDDDDDDDD

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YWednesday, November 26, 2008

helloooos:DDD
hmmmms siann lerrh
nothing to do at home
now baby is sleeping i so boring lorrhs
hmmmms
well ytd have a sumtious meal at home
the cabbagge alfred cook was marvelouse can? <3
loves it man
and also carrot was the best its sweet larrhs
then ytd nvr speak to baby alort
well .just niw went t nortpoint to have my breakfast with baby
and today morning
papa deliever letter to me and give me 30 dollar
and now the 30 dollar spent fininsh.
wht the fuck ouhhs
well
i guess tht alls
hmmmms
buhbyeeeeeeeeeees:DD
todays label:i love baby<3

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YTuesday, November 25, 2008

hmmms back yea,damn fcuk up larrhs
i am told to be shhhhh!
everytime also shhhhhh!
shhh here shhhh there
so i better shut up!
shutup~
fuck man asssss~~~~~~~~
i am hungry
today labels
:
SHUT UP! is wht i can do now
FAGGOT!

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YSaturday, November 22, 2008

hellooooos:DD
hmmmms now back to posting
hohohohohs!
alfredd damn evil larrhs:DD
bad people:P
hmmmmms he so damn bastardd can?
erm i so kelianns larrhs.baby sleeping i wake up
then the stupid alfred wah lau i buay tahan him man
EVIL laarrhhhhhs
hhahahhhahahs

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YFriday, November 21, 2008

Finally back from the chalet luhhs
past 2 days have been eating bbq food
whoaa .must have gain weight yeah
i finally know how to let people
long pang me by bicycle
i was so damn scared at first can?
19-11-2008
alfred long pang me at first lorrhs
to the cheers there.then come back tothe gate there
wwait for kaien and colin to reach
ten baby learn how to long pang me
then end up
was so nice can
i LOVEEEEEEEEES it alot:DD
thankyouuues:DD
then alfred long pang darling
colin long pang kaien
baby long pang me
and wensheng inside the chalet take care of fifi:D
thankkew WENSHENG:DD
then cycle 1 roung at the beach there
recieve calls from WENSHENG
saying tht fifi vomit alot of time
chiong back to the resort
saw my poor lil fifi
hais sadded
but thanks wenseng for helping me kio the thing:DD
really thankyouuues alot:)
well for the other day i will post ltr
thankyouues guys:DD
i really got have fun
but then i really am scared also larrs
hmmmmms
p.s BABY I LOVEEEEEEEEES YOUUEEEEES ALWAYS:DD

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YWednesday, November 19, 2008

yoyoyos!hahahas
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLIN KOR!
hahahahas.tmr chalet with kor they all
hahahahas.
hmmmms so sian larrhs,this few day
very tired .today went to popo hse,learn hw to cook miso soup.
yummy yummy.
hahahas
i loves tan kah hoe.

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YTuesday, November 18, 2008

hellooooos.surprise to see me?at this time?
hahahahahs.just met up with alfred and shiguan
they was here outside my door
we were having chats
crap arnd and talk abt few year back derrh tings
was damn funny larrhs
and i was there ah gua here ah gua there
thn nt lng baby came out.he continue with his chat abt dota.
hmmms.i think tht all.must apply cream for my baby alrdy.
so nw gtg buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeees
CHU~

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YMonday, November 17, 2008

was so hopping mad b4 i post this man,ppl like her luhhs.kns,is the cat not the dog okay,cat and dog pee,also dont know then still say tht time got a dog.PUI BULL SHIT luhhs.
well i dont want to talk about her alrdy.siann-ed
today din do much post lorrhs
hmmms.met up with alfred at arnd 4 plus .thn baby wake up at arnd 6 liddat yea,dota agn.hmmms
thn when at night ,i told them i try dota before.thn they ask me which map
then i say dont know.
i say:urh got red and white .then the person wear black derhhs
alfred:orh lee kwan yew standing under the singapore flag,at night
i;wht the fuck?
hmmms
hahahahhas.
i love you baby:DD
stupid alfred
spongebob squarepant toes:DD

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YSunday, November 16, 2008

hellooooooos!
woahh i dont know that got 2 tiiongximms reader man.sorry should be tree instead:DD
the first tiiongximms reader wil be-TA DA that baobeiix of mine[MR TAN KAH HOE]tht idiot of mine:DD
secondly will be-TA DA [MR ALFRED TAY WEI LUN]that stupid spongebob squarepants TOES :DD
thirdly will be -TA DA[MR ANG WEN SHENG]tht noob face
actually no much things to post larrhs
hmmms very siann lorrrhs
i will see what to post later in the night okays?
hahahahahs
takecarrreeeeeeeeeeees manns!
spongebob square pants toes of MR TAY AH LUN.HOHOHOHOHOS:DD

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YFriday, November 14, 2008

today so siann-ed luhhs,very bery tired.
i din hve enuff sleep mannsDD:
baby so good i so keliannsDD:
i got to stay awake
while he is still sleeping like pig
dontant to care me
i so kelianns horrhs? DD:
hais
baby baby
i am so broke how?
hmmmmms
i really very tired lehhs
shit.god damn me
Fifi woke up agn.
dread!i am going to die frm anger soon
she mess up my room with tissue paper
and wood and blah blah blah
and her toy
and her junk and alot.
i very kelianns lehhsDD:

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12:31 PM

wel this few day have been raining larrhs
was sososso much colde r then before
then woke up in the morning because of the naughty fifi
and now both my baby and fifi is sleeping:DD
well not much things to post recently
as i find that
happy is also 1 day
sad iis also 1 day
i finally put the theory into my mind,
but that doesn't mean i am okay
but its just that
i am getting use of it and soon will be okay:DD
yesterday have a bigbig quarrel with baby
and TA Da i cried
hahahahahs
then finally he give me more time
then less time in playing DOTA
anh BABY i saw your POST okay
BLUFF me,say YOU NEVER post
NAUGHTY baby DA huai DAn
labels
i love Fifi And Baby
p.s i will upload Fifi photo SOON!

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YThursday, November 13, 2008

he is always like that,he say wont liao then agn play till morning then go sleep.i dont knw he seriously got put my words into his heart anot?perhaps not even a single one at all bahhs.i am always left alone frm morning till evening,then he will wake up,by the time it is also reaching my sleeping time also.i dont knw whether he know that i am very pek cek or what.but seriously,i really hate this type of feeling being left so alone,i am bring fifi for a bath today and i wonder he will know a not.hais.really am tiredd of staying up alone.doing things my ownself its not that fun you see.i am wondering am i put in his 1st plce or DOTA?
really.I HATE IT MAN.you knw what is the reply or not.
me:you lier,you say you wont play until morning derrh now what time?
him:[turn back the head slowly]i will accompany you tmr derrhs.
LATER
me:*cry*you say you wont play till morning de
him:din even have a reply only some time turn his head back and have a GLANCE
thn continue his DOTA
IN HIS MIND DOTA DOTA DOTA.
MOST IMPORTANT IS DOTA
i dont know how much thing i must done or i shld do to let you atleast take a glimsp on me.
just a glimps i am also happy.
i am so RETARDED

p.s im sorryDD: baby

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YWednesday, November 12, 2008

back to post lerrhs,hmmms
well today my mood was still moody luhhs
met up with alfred first then sheng
crap dwn stairs my hse.
BOREDDDDDDDDDDDD: now
hais
aftrnoon went to take money frm daddy
and was ther alone,SO BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
hmmmms

now very tiredd alrdy
going to sleep lerrhs nights:DD
take careeeeeeeee

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9:48 PM

well actually i really miss my grandmother alot alot
you see i was like so so bad last year on the oct 2007
and was being chase out on the 20th of nov,and seens then
i find that i was so helpless larh,very helpless you see,
back then i have to learn everything from the start
now i learn mostly everything
and a few days ago i recieve a call frm
her before she went to shang hai
she ask,how have you been?
you must have lead a very happy life right,
she c ry while she say that,and my mood was damn sad man
she say that if i have know that this day will come i will not haave pamper you that time,
i shldn have make this choice to make you become like this
is all my fault
i have to see you pack your thing and leave this hse like that.
and i have got left nothing to say.
TELL ME HOW MUST I REPLY HER?

and recently,why must parent always asay that their child
are lke pai kia or wht so ever
do they actually think abt why it is like that
do you think pai kia love their life aftr all
all parent are like this
once they see you not studying
go out with friends till very late
YOU ALL ARE PAI KIA
THE ROTTEN APPLE
but ask yourself how much time have you ppl
see what we didd
all you think is scold and scold us
other then scold still scolding us
,i really am sick of that larrhs
DAMN you
and then while that time you ask me back to sch
you say no matter what you will believe what i say
you adult always like to us,and fcuk you still say want ask to believe you
how the hell you want me to do it?
and not long that stupid TAN PAUL LOONG
you recieve his call and kpkb
then you dont give me the chance to explain and you kup my phone like this
then why bother to call and scold then might as well you record in a recorder
then you no need waste money waste my time
what,since no one give me the chance to explain why shld i explain?
you tell me why shld i ?
you all are always like that
you think i dont knw your pattern
you will then bite me back and say
i give you time to explain you dont explain
eh HELLO is you dont let me explain want okays
and as before
you say you will let me explain,then now?!
HELLO is your ownself dont want listern derhh okay
I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKING EXPLAINATION
IT YOUR OWN PROBLEM THEN
go and nurtured korkor
since you all think that he is mre sensible then
i am always your rotten apple
don tell me actually you dote me alot
its all crap
just buy a few things that i like
call you love me
then why dont i buy a few thing that you all like and then say i really loved you alot?

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hmmms,well today i alrdy learn to make sushi,i dont know how to make but will try,hmmms i think maybe ltr abiit then update other thing bahhs,hmmmms.DOTA DOTA DOTA he always DOTA,i hate DOTA!FCUK dota larrhs,all he care is DOTA only,i wonder when can he stp DOTA!

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YTuesday, November 11, 2008

i knw its kind of funny to see a person actually
post up 2 comment in a day,but well,since i was
so bored i will then post something about my life
yea,i was actually listening to this song ,and you knw
what some funny thing actually pop up frm my mind
luhh,well i wasnt any good girl like wht every parent
nurtured their young ones,you see i retain in my last sec3
badge in 2007,and just go bck in to sch on june of 2008,
and you see this year i din make it to sec4 agn,well you see
i recieve comment luhhs,*why are you with this bunch of useless ppl?*
you see it may sound soso familliar to some ppl,and you actually heard it
frm a adult,well let me tell you,i try very hard alrdy,but who knw?i din
mean to dun go to sec 4 but you see,everything i have my own reason,i
have heard enough of those ugly comment luhhs,frm this part you know
actually i am nt happy alrdy dunch you?and i have alrdy decided to DROP
out of sch once mre,i am not sure of what job i could get agn.who can tell
me what to do,i am not rich until that kind of step that i have to go to a
private sch to study,i am being despise as a useless person nwDD: and i don
not have anything to say larrhs,i told myself that it wasn't true but,i cant do
it,the fact is there are there,what to you expect me to do?i din expect myself
to retain to ,how i wish i can go up sec 4 with alfred they all,but then the sch
make me retain,do you all think i am happy?i study so hard every night,
i woke up so early in the morning wht else to you expect?
i am not any genius DO you all KNOW anort?
dont try to give me that fucking face can anot!what
do you all want?can tell me WHAT THE FUCK TO YOU
ALL WANT ANOT?fucking stress up you know anot,i really
din mean to want luhhs DD*: i have enuff of this alrdy
,recently have a dog,i really dont knw hw to takecare of her,
i use up all my money on her,and i am left so broke,what the
fcuk is all this i am doing?no matter how many ppl try to
console me,i am just fine that only min,but aftr the minute
i find that its no longer use anymre,i guess , i am dead
,seriously and frankly speaking i am crying now,this is only
1 part of my life,and it alrdy so long,i really find that i no
longer have anyways to communicate to my fcuking brain,and
how much i hpe that the fcuking brain can dun think so much,i
am so alive but yet so dead,i am emo-ing who know,i
am such a worthless person in parents eye? i guess so,
[i dont think what you want me to do ,i can do it,i do
not have the strength to survive without him just even 1 day
sorry for being so selffish.but i hpe you will understand,
and that is true,i dont knw what else mre i can do,i don
like to por ppl.i find it so fake,i rather you hate me or what but
i am still going to hang on and stay with him.]i am really TIRED
,but ...i am left without anything,looks like i have all those thing
,but actually i dont have,i rather be his guardian angel then to be his lover
,atleast i knw each time the comment given i might be heart broken
but no longer that damn heart broken,i rather we nvr knew each
other,i rather i have nvr met him,i rather i nvr sms
him,i rather i nvr call him,i rather i nvr born
,i rather i am dead i rather i am still a child,
i rather i nvr did all those things to leave my popo,
i rather i nvr let her dwn ,
i rather i am idiot,
i rather i am moron ,
i rather i stay by my popo side,
atleast atleast she is not that heartbroken.
i will nvr knw what else mre i can do.
i still have mre to say,
but i rather i dont say,hais
TIREDDDDD DD:

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yea ,today post was quite late,was sleeping luhhs,damn shag okays

well i think that using a another name to sub into your name was

kind of foolish duh,nxt time diedie also wont want use other name luhh

:DD

hmmmms,was doing reflection ,and tuh duh,nothing came out,thn i told myself

i was like wtf can DD: ?

and then jiu fall asleep,my head now was so damn pain larrhs

and i think ,i haven sleep enough

so after this post i will go backk sleeping duh

i am really tired man,btw is not physically tired

i am just mantally tired

alfred shld noe

thankqq so much yea,but dont knw whether baby know anotDD:

siann-ed

i was being mantally TORTURED by sumthing larrhs

hais DD:

what the FCUK what the FCUk what the FCUK

WHAT THE FCUK can!

today's label:NB!i am TORTURED

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YSunday, November 09, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO X kor

well this few day was not very happy luhhs

some time i just thot of letting myself go

i was really not happy at all luhhs

i cry like free flow like that

alamak

i bodoh luhh

then thing wasn smooth as i thought

like today

plan to meet xiao x but....

where did he go i dont knw

i was like wht the fuck you see

was moody man

but thank my counsellor

alfred:DD ,baby:DD,kahsin darling:DD

hais really moody

i knw whn shld i let go and when shld i nt ,i have my own limit to

every thing i have done

kor you dissapoint me the mst

i am really angry but i still wont forget today is your birthday

takecare,you will always be my precious kor like how you say

i am your precious mei:D

i will nvr forget you

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YSaturday, November 08, 2008

helloos back to posting lerrhs hmmms
well recently i just have a com larrhss
and also my 1 year have pass with my baby(:
i love him alorrt
but i knw recently some crappers have tagged my blogged and
seriously i find it DISGUSTING!
so i think 1 mth back went to wan ling hse
and adopt a pet dog
and now she is damn cute I LOVE FIFI:DD
and i knw this baby will comfirm jealous
so i will end with BABY I LOVE YOU
mwarrks
todays label:FIFI i love you

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