YTuesday, April 28, 2009

LASTS:
1. Last beverage→mineral water
2. Last phone call→ my father
3. Last text message→ my manicure teacher
4. Last song you listened to--> goodbye to romance
5. Last time you cried→ urh the day before
.SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → Of course.
7. Been cheated on? → Of course
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → No.
9. Lost someone special? → no
.10. Been depressed? → Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up? → Yes
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. white
14. pink[maybe]
15. purple
HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends → Yes
17. Fallen out of love → Yes
18. Laughed until you cried → Yes
19. Met someone who changed you → Yes
20. Found out who your true friends were → no
21. Found out someone was talking about you → maybe i dont know
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ I don't think so.
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → most
of them
24. How many kids do you want to have→ depend luhh
. Do you have any pets → yes
26. Do you want to change your name→ if i can i want
27. What did you do for your last birthday → i forgotten lehhs
28. What time did you wake up today → i plus lorrhs
.29. What were you doing at midnight last night? → urm playing with my dog tail
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for → lose weight:DD
31. Last time you saw your father→ urhh i forget already
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → i want it to stay like this
.33. What are you listening to right now → goodbye to romance[super nice luhhs
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → nope[tomas consider ?]
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? → my stupid dog nonsense
36. Most visited web page → blogger i tink for now buhh
37. What's your name→ SEAH JIA WEN
38. Nicknames→ cursedbaby
39. Relationship Status: attached.
40. Zodiac sign → pisces
41. Male or female or transgendered → FeMale
42. College → none
43. Hair color → i dont know got alot of colour
44. Long or short → long
45. Height → 162.
46. Do you have a crush on someone? → no
47: What do you like about yourself? → nothing
48. Piercings → of coursse
49. Tattoos → i wanted to.but cannot
50. Righty or lefty → Righty
51. Recreation- huhs?
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery → None
53. First piercing → ear
54. First best friends → don't remember
55. First sport you joined → Netball
56. First pet --> cat
57. First vacation → Bangkok
58. First concert → din bother to go
59. First crush → forgotten
RIGHT NOW:
60. Eating → nothing.
61. Drinking → nothing.
62. Listening to → goodbye to romance
63. Waiting for → going out
64. Want kids? → not now
65. Want to get married? →urh nope
66. Careers in mind? → PROFESSIONAL manicurist
the opposite sex:
67. Lips or eyes → The eyes
68. Hugs or kisses → hugs
69. Shorter or taller → taller theen me can lerrh
70. Older or Younger → Older, definitely
71. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms → arm
73. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant. had enough trouble already
HAVE YOU EVER
:76. Kissed a stranger → No.
77. Drank hard liquor → Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts → I don't think so
79. Sex on first date → no
80. Broken someone's heart → I think so. I really don't know
81. Had your own heart broken→ shattered
82. Been arrested → maybe
83. Turned someone down → yeap
84. Cried when someone died → of course
85. Liked a friend that is a girl? → no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself → Yes
87. Miracles → Yes
88. Love at first sight → Probably not
89. Heaven → Yes
90. Santa Claus → yes
91. Kiss on the first date? → yes
92. Angels → Yes.
93. Your bf/ gf is your bestfriend --> yes

94. Fate/ Destiny→ yea

95. Love is a decision- Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No

.97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.

100. Posting these as 100 Truths? → Yes

Goodbye to Romance
Yeasterday has been and gone
Tomorrow will I find the sun or will it rain
Everybody's having fun except me
I'm the lonely one
I live in shame
Chorus: I said goodbye to romance
Goodbye to friends
Goodbye to all the past I guess we'll meet,
we'll meet in the end I've been the king,
I've been the clown
Still broken wings can't hold me down I'm free again
The jester with a broken crown
It won't be me this time around to love in vain
Chorus... And I feel the time is right
although I know
That you just might say to me
What ya gonna do
What ya gonna do
'Cause I have to take this chance
Goodbye to friends and true romance
And to all of you
And to all of you
Solo Chorus... And the weather's lookin fine and I think the sun will
shine again
And I feel I've cleared my mind all the past is left behind again
Chorus...

[what done is done,you dont have to cry over a spill milk]
okay,been hopping to ppl blog but not my blog.
hmmms finally came back to post
ytd handed in my school fees
and then cabb to hunni house .hohohhos,
then until 5 plus or 6 plus like that went back to my house .
and then have our dinner tgt.that it for ytd.
well sometime i am just wondering.
why people are so kpo.
if since that people dont know anything about the other person problem
why must they act till as if they know what was going on.
i seriously dont understand at all larrhs
sometime blogging may be their dairy,but you may not get the full story
they onnly summarize it only what.so why must you all comment them lehhs
you all think you all are so clever?
no...i dont think so luhhs
if you are so desperate to find out what was going on
fyi why dont you just use your mouth and speak up
if the person really want you to know
then that is good
if not then please to not act until you know everything
write it in your blog saying this person is stupid
this peron this this person that
shame on you luhhs.
commenting on a person blog is not wrong until anywhere
but could you please just find out what was going on first.
before you laugh or mock at them
its kind of like you are mocking at yourself dont you think so.
bodoh!
i find you all so dumb can

well unhappy about what i write?that is up to you dont you think so?
isnt it a fact?well what here remains here.i wont because of anything take down what ever i write i just feel that its a fact:DDD

YWednesday, April 22, 2009

[we make mistake sometime,but do we forgive or are we not forgetting?]
sometime i just feel that ways of mistake people do might be the way we judge em.i feel that even though life was great now.sometime i may even felt emptiness in my heart.and i almost quitt-ed smoking yea.bUTTTTTTT..........i'm sorry due to too much of DESSERTS(mirror)
i smoke agn.and yea lousy excuse BOO!.........
hahas.
manicure and pedicure school was fun.and that why i study for it
what is my passion ? idk .because i have no passion.
i seriously enjoy time now.and i felt that it pass so fast.
what the hell man.
i really enjoy my life very very much
thanks to my HUNNY and FIFI
my LOVES!

YSunday, April 12, 2009

okay i am back now hmmmms.well i just feel that i have th
right to post this when and where i like as this is what i am feeling now after such a long time.
i am just biginning to feel that i am no longer thrusting FRIEND!
what are those to me now are nothing!
well i really dont understand
you call SISTER?!
sister is when you have really got no money to go out and really have a impt things to do by asking you to go out spend money on stupid things?
and if you did not go you call aand scold ?!
is that what you all call sister?!
if that is th case i really dont want!and i dont appriciate!
i really dont understand!SERIOUSLY!
what you all human thinking now adays!
true fren/sister/brother>is when you have trouble they keep you company
they wont force you to do anything which you wont want to do!
DO YOU HUMAN BEING UNDERSTAND THIS SIMPLE LOGIC ANOT!?
i dont understand.i already try my very very best to be your best fren to be your fren
then what else do i have?
some when they meet trouble they are just so simply nice to you
and yet i am the stupid one who keep falling into your stupid trap
and when they say oi SISTER/brother! you think you are their one!NO WAY MANS! when they have got no trouble
excuse me do i know you?! what the fuck is this!
when they are bored
eh can you accompany for a chat
and when they have their gf/bf
they fucking care whether you bored or are you dying
WHO DO YOU HUMAN BEING THINKS I AM TO YOU!
just because i treat you all nicely you all think i can be your substitute?
seriously i find you all DISGUSTING!
some fren of mine are really nice and sweet
but some are just as lousy as it could be!
after knowing some kind of people for a certain year i just find that they are just so lousy
only take advantage of who am i
and what i have!
eh FUCK YOU LARRHS
just gO AWAY can?
and i have this to tell you
:i have got no money on your steamboat day alright.
and did i ask you and him to quarrel
come on larrhs
you all quarrel dont push that fucking blame to me can?!
be more muture lehhs
who th hell did i tell you to tell him i COMFIRM GOT GO!
if you din say will you all quarrel?
i find that no point at all lorrhs
i find you no link to us at all okays
just suck it up and i dont wish to hear what is your problem
let me tell you
i have a medical appointment the next day
and i really have got no money at all
if i accompany you all
then are you going to pay for my medical bill
are you?
iM NOT AS RICH AS YOU
so dont compare.
if i have enough money i would like to go too
i M just too short of cash to go out with you all .
cant you all get the simple logic
please dont always care only your ownself and dont think of other
dont always go for your own happiness and neglect how other are feeling
this kind of feeling you like
you always say people only think for themself and they dont think abt you
you are just one of the person.
i want to fang diao every of my gan,i am sorry maybe i am just not that kind of friend you are looking for that all
bye and have a nice day

YFriday, April 10, 2009

hello there .long time nvr update my blog alrdy yea:DD
hmmmms recently am not feeling very well
last month because of my back problem admit into the hosipital
and was really in so much pain.and until now i am still having the problem.sometime it wwill be so pain that i broke out into tears.and my honey was really very worried.hmmmmms
finally today feeling better so come to post .and yea,i really am so touch by my baby.
this few week my baby have been so wei qu
he must take care of me.and help me to do this and that
sometime i really feel like helping him.but i just cant get up
some morning he even ran to macdonald to buy me breakfast
he knew that i love eating sausage muffin
so early in the morning he will go.i really feel so so touched
so much of thanks i wanted to say to him.but i really dont know how to say.
baby thanks for everything you did for me
i know it tiring.
not that i dont appriciate what you have done
i really APPRECIATE so so much
and i know i have been so naughty that
i make you so angry
sometime i might even
throw temper because i do not want to take medicine
i even wake upp at night knowing that you are asleep
yet i want wake you up asking you to help me massage my back
i even cry when you dont want to wake up.
baby i am sorry for making you angry worried and causing you unhappiness sometime due to my wilfulness
baby thank you so so much
i love you!
and alot of thanks to my family
love and takecare people:DD