i knw its kind of funny to see a person actually
post up 2 comment in a day,but well,since i was
so bored i will then post something about my life
yea,i was actually listening to this song ,and you knw
what some funny thing actually pop up frm my mind
luhh,well i wasnt any good girl like wht every parent
nurtured their young ones,you see i retain in my last sec3
badge in 2007,and just go bck in to sch on june of 2008,
and you see this year i din make it to sec4 agn,well you see
i recieve comment luhhs,*why are you with this bunch of useless ppl?*
you see it may sound soso familliar to some ppl,and you actually heard it
frm a adult,well let me tell you,i try very hard alrdy,but who knw?i din
mean to dun go to sec 4 but you see,everything i have my own reason,i
have heard enough of those ugly comment luhhs,frm this part you know
actually i am nt happy alrdy dunch you?and i have alrdy decided to DROP
out of sch once mre,i am not sure of what job i could get agn.who can tell
me what to do,i am not rich until that kind of step that i have to go to a
private sch to study,i am being despise as a useless person nwDD: and i don
not have anything to say larrhs,i told myself that it wasn't true but,i cant do
it,the fact is there are there,what to you expect me to do?i din expect myself
to retain to ,how i wish i can go up sec 4 with alfred they all,but then the sch
make me retain,do you all think i am happy?i study so hard every night,
i woke up so early in the morning wht else to you expect?
i am not any genius DO you all KNOW anort?
dont try to give me that fucking face can anot!what
do you all want?can tell me WHAT THE FUCK TO YOU
ALL WANT ANOT?fucking stress up you know anot,i really
din mean to want luhhs DD*: i have enuff of this alrdy
,recently have a dog,i really dont knw hw to takecare of her,
i use up all my money on her,and i am left so broke,what the
fcuk is all this i am doing?no matter how many ppl try to
console me,i am just fine that only min,but aftr the minute
i find that its no longer use anymre,i guess , i am dead
,seriously and frankly speaking i am crying now,this is only
1 part of my life,and it alrdy so long,i really find that i no
longer have anyways to communicate to my fcuking brain,and
how much i hpe that the fcuking brain can dun think so much,i
am so alive but yet so dead,i am emo-ing who know,i
am such a worthless person in parents eye? i guess so,
[i dont think what you want me to do ,i can do it,i do
not have the strength to survive without him just even 1 day
sorry for being so selffish.but i hpe you will understand,
and that is true,i dont knw what else mre i can do,i don
like to por ppl.i find it so fake,i rather you hate me or what but
i am still going to hang on and stay with him.]i am really TIRED
,but ...i am left without anything,looks like i have all those thing
,but actually i dont have,i rather be his guardian angel then to be his lover
,atleast i knw each time the comment given i might be heart broken
but no longer that damn heart broken,i rather we nvr knew each
other,i rather i have nvr met him,i rather i nvr sms
him,i rather i nvr call him,i rather i nvr born
,i rather i am dead i rather i am still a child,
i rather i nvr did all those things to leave my popo,
i rather i nvr let her dwn ,
i rather i am idiot,
i rather i am moron ,
i rather i stay by my popo side,
atleast atleast she is not that heartbroken.
i will nvr knw what else mre i can do.
i still have mre to say,
but i rather i dont say,hais
TIREDDDDD DD:
Leave if you want to.
7:53 AM
post up 2 comment in a day,but well,since i was
so bored i will then post something about my life
yea,i was actually listening to this song ,and you knw
what some funny thing actually pop up frm my mind
luhh,well i wasnt any good girl like wht every parent
nurtured their young ones,you see i retain in my last sec3
badge in 2007,and just go bck in to sch on june of 2008,
and you see this year i din make it to sec4 agn,well you see
i recieve comment luhhs,*why are you with this bunch of useless ppl?*
you see it may sound soso familliar to some ppl,and you actually heard it
frm a adult,well let me tell you,i try very hard alrdy,but who knw?i din
mean to dun go to sec 4 but you see,everything i have my own reason,i
have heard enough of those ugly comment luhhs,frm this part you know
actually i am nt happy alrdy dunch you?and i have alrdy decided to DROP
out of sch once mre,i am not sure of what job i could get agn.who can tell
me what to do,i am not rich until that kind of step that i have to go to a
private sch to study,i am being despise as a useless person nwDD: and i don
not have anything to say larrhs,i told myself that it wasn't true but,i cant do
it,the fact is there are there,what to you expect me to do?i din expect myself
to retain to ,how i wish i can go up sec 4 with alfred they all,but then the sch
make me retain,do you all think i am happy?i study so hard every night,
i woke up so early in the morning wht else to you expect?
i am not any genius DO you all KNOW anort?
dont try to give me that fucking face can anot!what
do you all want?can tell me WHAT THE FUCK TO YOU
ALL WANT ANOT?fucking stress up you know anot,i really
din mean to want luhhs DD*: i have enuff of this alrdy
,recently have a dog,i really dont knw hw to takecare of her,
i use up all my money on her,and i am left so broke,what the
fcuk is all this i am doing?no matter how many ppl try to
console me,i am just fine that only min,but aftr the minute
i find that its no longer use anymre,i guess , i am dead
,seriously and frankly speaking i am crying now,this is only
1 part of my life,and it alrdy so long,i really find that i no
longer have anyways to communicate to my fcuking brain,and
how much i hpe that the fcuking brain can dun think so much,i
am so alive but yet so dead,i am emo-ing who know,i
am such a worthless person in parents eye? i guess so,
[i dont think what you want me to do ,i can do it,i do
not have the strength to survive without him just even 1 day
sorry for being so selffish.but i hpe you will understand,
and that is true,i dont knw what else mre i can do,i don
like to por ppl.i find it so fake,i rather you hate me or what but
i am still going to hang on and stay with him.]i am really TIRED
,but ...i am left without anything,looks like i have all those thing
,but actually i dont have,i rather be his guardian angel then to be his lover
,atleast i knw each time the comment given i might be heart broken
but no longer that damn heart broken,i rather we nvr knew each
other,i rather i have nvr met him,i rather i nvr sms
him,i rather i nvr call him,i rather i nvr born
,i rather i am dead i rather i am still a child,
i rather i nvr did all those things to leave my popo,
i rather i nvr let her dwn ,
i rather i am idiot,
i rather i am moron ,
i rather i stay by my popo side,
atleast atleast she is not that heartbroken.
i will nvr knw what else mre i can do.
i still have mre to say,
but i rather i dont say,hais
TIREDDDDD DD:
Leave if you want to.
7:53 AM
