YWednesday, November 12, 2008
well actually i really miss my grandmother alot alotyou see i was like so so bad last year on the oct 2007and was being chase out on the 20th of nov,and seens then i find that i was so helpless larh,very helpless you see,back then i have to learn everything from the startnow i learn mostly everythingand a few days ago i recieve a call frmher before she went to shang haishe ask,how have you been?you must have lead a very happy life right,she c ry while she say that,and my mood was damn sad manshe say that if i have know that this day will come i will not haave pamper you that time,i shldn have make this choice to make you become like thisis all my faulti have to see you pack your thing and leave this hse like that.and i have got left nothing to say.TELL ME HOW MUST I REPLY HER?and recently,why must parent always asay that their childare lke pai kia or wht so everdo they actually think abt why it is like thatdo you think pai kia love their life aftr allall parent are like this once they see you not studyinggo out with friends till very lateYOU ALL ARE PAI KIATHE ROTTEN APPLEbut ask yourself how much time have you pplsee what we diddall you think is scold and scold usother then scold still scolding us,i really am sick of that larrhsDAMN youand then while that time you ask me back to schyou say no matter what you will believe what i sayyou adult always like to us,and fcuk you still say want ask to believe youhow the hell you want me to do it?and not long that stupid TAN PAUL LOONG you recieve his call and kpkbthen you dont give me the chance to explain and you kup my phone like thisthen why bother to call and scold then might as well you record in a recorderthen you no need waste money waste my timewhat,since no one give me the chance to explain why shld i explain?you tell me why shld i ?you all are always like thatyou think i dont knw your patternyou will then bite me back and sayi give you time to explain you dont explaineh HELLO is you dont let me explain want okaysand as beforeyou say you will let me explain,then now?!HELLO is your ownself dont want listern derhh okayI AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOUR FUCKING EXPLAINATIONIT YOUR OWN PROBLEM THENgo and nurtured korkorsince you all think that he is mre sensible theni am always your rotten appledon tell me actually you dote me alotits all crapjust buy a few things that i likecall you love methen why dont i buy a few thing that you all like and then say i really loved you alot?
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