YSunday, December 14, 2008
i really feel so much like dying already man, i am damn dumb man,well i din delete my blog ,i was wondering just wondering what the fuck!i dont know why i am sick larrhs.i haven have any appetite, the third day of starvation :)i am dying .really fucking sick.very sick. I DONT WANT TO MEET ANYONE AT ALL!i change my blog song.i have a big big quarrel with baby ytd.fucking sad:( almost break up.hais i am so so DUMB.BIG DUMB ASS I AM! i just wanted to hear i am impt to you.i am wondering.am i impt to any 1 anot?fucking emo now.the starvation really killing me.i wanted eat,but i know aftr i eat i damn will vomit.so i mightt as well dont eat,want to know how havey i am now anot i am fucking 66 larrhs,before that i am heavier but now lehhs.my nose are damn fucking bleeding now larrhs.so pain can.-heart pain-nose pain-head pain-gastrict pain-eye pain[due to ytd crying]-everywhere also pain larrhsi just want you all to do me a favour if you really care but even if you all dont care i also wont give you all any fcuk caareJUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONEi just want to be alonei dont wish to meet you all for the time beingthe more i meet the more i amsuffering.i see my dearest fren was having troublei must try my fcuking best calm the person downthe person cryi heart painthe person sick i sad.the person quarrrel i angrywhat else? i kindly dont knowi just wish to be aloneONE PERSONi am so so so relax when i am alonei am just FUCKING FINE being ALONEi am so so so calm downi am anti social you guys may thinksbut that also i dont wish to be hais well i guessi am just fucking emo bahhsmy blog i will keep it damn alivei wont do silly things like what otherssilly girl do.-cut hand-drink beernah i am not as silly as themthankks for any concern you all have givea veryvery special fren i have met really understand me quite wellso touching .sometime may disturb you but i am so so sorryi really enjoy the time with you guyseven though it mays seems long that i have met youbut i only get to speak to you more often in this year the 1st day of mysteeping in to the school agntime really flysyou really are a precious fren to mei have been long to go out with you guys agna very very fun dayi miss the steam boat with you guys toothe eat until very hot hot till want die it mays hurt my tongue but i am still damn happythe 3 of us having that stupid steam boatoh gosh.it make me realy feel like crying mani damn miss it .and also the drinking day the very very crazy daybut i still urge to see you all very happyyou guys happiness is a damn great giftnot forgetting this girl toothe very stupid wantreally damn happy to met youaftr meeting you 2 i find that my life wasnt boring at allthe first time we crap at my house.the smoking incident the disguise as his gf that incidentthe problem you have been sharing with mesometimes i find that you are stupid until make me feel like cryingthe problem i share withe you that makes both of us cryi love you damn lots larrrhsand to him.i really love you . i may not be in the world of yoursyea that rightyour world only have computer but yes my world must have youi know that your stays is because i need youi dont need you to buy me stuff that i like then you call it i love youno no no i dont want i dont want just that when i am out with youthe period was damn shortall i want is a everlasting happineessi have had enoughsometime i really really wish that your com have virus so you wont playatleast at that time i have a glance from youa good night kissa warm hug frm the very cold nightbut now i no longer have thatand also no longer the warm hand that you use to hold mewhen we are out.we walk our ways a place that no longer consist the 2 of usa place where you have fun i have fun only ourselfwe no longer share the drinksthe drinks that only have 1 straws a mouth of 2 a warm kiss to my foreheadi walk out of the house that left you with the computerand i was alone walking haisbaby ...i am left nothing to say anymoreSPEACHLESSbut no matter what i am still in very deep love with youbaobehh i love you
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